OBSCURED.
Random lights hover over the landscape, making blurry holes in the soft,
cool, opaque blanket that covers the area from horizon to horizon. He sits there alone, under the watchful
stare of the stealthy moon-man, gazing at the fuzzy-edged halos. A breeze blows across his face, sending a
stray hair through his field of vision.
It tickles his eyes as though to remind him that a world still exists
outside of the illuminated circles coloured like a the flesh of a ripe melon.
He plucks out the hair without so much as a doubled breath, then lays it
on the other end of the bench he’s on.
As he nears the beverage seated beside him to his lips, the beginnings
of a fog slide over the landscape. He
closes his eyes as he drinks, and, sip-by-sip, he feels the liquid sparkle down
his throat. He reopens his eyes and
lowers the glass to see the lights look even more blurred and diffuse due to
the moist grey veil distorting his view.
His attempts to continue focusing only serve to make his eyes
cross. He stares out into space, while
his mind is days away. When he tries to
concentrate again, the fog’s thickness makes his eyes ache from strain. The small amount of light still able to
penetrate the clouds seems to begin swaying in the breeze. Realising it is apparently a hallucination,
he decides it is finally time to retire.
Rising from the bench, he picks up the glass once more, then strolls the
few feet to his door where he finishes his drink.
After he sets the container beside the doorstep like an empty bottle for
the milkman in the morning, he turns and looks back in the direction of the
soft electric glow. Though everything
is still shrouded, what he can see of the lights seems to wave goodnight to him
through the haze. A brief gust of wind
tosses another hair from the maddening pile atop his head into his eye. He promptly wrenches it out and tosses it to
the ground below.
"You sure made a mess of me," he says to someone that’s not
there as he watches the hair fall.
Turning back towards the building, he reaches into his pocket for the
key to his door. Fumbling with the
unfamiliar keys, he has to lean in close and study them to get the right
one. Upon finding it, he unlocks and
opens the narrow door, which bids him enter the crisp, dark room.
Across the shadows on the floor a cockroach scurries. With a swift nudge he sweeps it out the door
and shuts it. With the door closed the
room is pitch-black, even to the point that it seems lighter inside his
eyelids. Through his eyes, he sees
nothing but complete darkness, so he relies on all he’d seen earlier to get
around. He makes his way to the
bathroom mere feet from the front door, and proceeds to relieve himself. At this point he is rather unconcerned about
his aim, choosing to concentrate on the total lack of sound.
He finishes, walks into the main void, and tries to look around. "Looks like I'm home tonight," he
says to no one in particular, not even himself. Slowly, carefully, he gets to his knees, feels over the carpet
with tentative hands, then lies down in the midst of the darkness. He curls into a fetal position to ward off the cold
seeping through the cracks.
Now he sleeps on the floor, the things he said that he doesn’t mean
anymore haunt him. If only he could
deny it all, all that he didn’t want.
Tonight he remains in darkness.
Alone.
Obscured.